Hi Girls, thank you for all the support. Grace, I took your advice on board to use this time to get everything in order and decided that part of that was to tell my Mum about what has happened. I am so glad that I did as she has been so understanding and kind, which makes me feel even more guilty about the mess I've made and the fact that perhaps if I had talked to her all those years ago she may have talked me out of doing this to myself. I have definitely learnt an important lesson and will forever more treat my body with much more care and love. Also to love myself for who i am and not to try to be something i'm not. Has anyone got any advice to get ready for the operation. I'm quite nervous! Alli you seem to be doing really well, congratulations- can't wait to be on the other side of this like you! Have you noticed a change now your implants are out? Also has anyone got any advice about detoxing after the op?

Thank you once again for all the support, I would have been lost without you xx