Hello Rosie & Aida,

To log back in & 2 have a response soo fast has really perked me up, thank-you very much 4 taking your time. U lot do a gr8 job at offering advice/encouragement/understanding 2 women like me & 2 have someone that understands what we r going through really helps 2 deal with this emotional roller coaster.

I sometimes think that other's judge me 4 having the implants in the 1st place but if any1 had actually seem my breasts b4 I had them they would completely understand. I was severely underdeveloped & basically looked like a child, I suffered soo much psychologically, my self-esteem was very very low & I didn't no of any other alternative at the time other than 2 have implants. I made a big mistake allowing those toxic bags in2 my body & I know it's going 2 take time 2 feel better in my health but psychologically I think I'm back 2 square 1 if not worse as they are now 2 different sizes!

I would like 2 upload pictures just so u can see what I mean because I not only have 2 different size breasts but nasty scars as-well, I cannot even bring my-self 2 make love 2 my lovely husband, he has not by any means made me feel like this, it's an issue I have with my-self, I only hope it doesn't ruin my marriage as we have a lovely little family.

I can understand that the healing process can take some time & that the breasts will fluff out a little but honestly speaking I don't think this is going 2 happen with me as my left breast is completely flat with no breast tissue at all. Don't get me wrong I do feel a deep sense of relief that the toxic bags are no longer in my body & inside I have definitely seen improvements already, I just wish they hadn't made such a mess of my left breast because I can live with having small breasts but one being deformed is having a bit of an impact on me as selfish as this may sound!

I am so very glad that I can share these feelings with you & I am very grateful 2 u Rosie & Aida 4 your helpful words of advice/encouragement.

Thank-you soo much 4 your loving responses!!

Lynn xx